Friday, January 4, 2008

my own worst enemy

AQUARIUS: No matter what happens, you can depend on admirers to stick by your side.

i sure needed that today. as hard as i try NOT to care, i do, and i feel like i'm spinning my wheels. and the very WORST part of it is.....i never used to feel this way. *others* have put these thoughts in my mind, *others* that i don't really respect or want to emmulate, and yet i just can't seem to overcome them. the human condition can be a bitch, can't it. we ARE our own worst enemy!!!!

1 comment:

Musing In The Light of Confusion said...

it's true that we virtually give others permission to make us feel bad/inadequate/challenged...we allow them to invade our spirits...i for one have had it...i'm too old to keep giving others part of me that doesn't belong to them