Addictions

We all have our addictions.......ALL of us, but I hope and pray that I never, EVER again have to live with a food addict.  I've known many substance abusers before, and few try to force their addictions on others. Food addicts, however, are a different story. Thier obsession is YOUR obsession....at least in thier eyes. As for me personally....I get no enjoyment from food and eat only to live, so living with constant talk about food.......not to mention eating too much too early is driving me crazy. Literally. I feel like I am losing my mind. I pray....a LOT, but my prayers don't seem to be going anywhere but into the wild blue yonder. Hanging on by a thread, folks.  Count your blessings........

Anger

A study in living color entitled: ANGER. End of story. Or not.

Beautiful hell....

Pollen count in Atlanta today: 2095. I've had the worst sinus headache I've had in years for the past week or so. Of course, unlike most people, I'm not allowed to be under the weather. My slavedom must continue as always. My pain in non-existent. I really do feel like I live in hell sometimes. But, one thing I *can* say....Atlanta in the spring is a beautiful hell.

Acceptance

I am actually hoping that one day I can get to the point that I can truly accept the fact that I am who I am physically and will never be beautiful and probably never again be thin.  I *should* be happy with the person I  am on the inside and not care one whit about the outside. I hope I can learn to make peace with the fact that even a makeover wouldn't do any good. I'm not there yet.

and i said to myself...what a wonderful world!

2013 note: So.....for all the re-blogging I planned on doing tonight: I saved the BEST for last!  I love and miss you, my brother.

and i said to myself...what a wonderful world!

Current mood:ecstatic

 

i have a love/hate relationship with computers. i often think that we as a society are too attached to these machines, and on some levels this generation is losing the art of human interaction because we spend all our time looking at a little square screen.

having said that, tho....i gotta say: GOD BLESS THE INTERNET!! what a wonderful thing it is.....an invention that gives you the opportunity to not only MEET one of your life-long idols, but to actually get the opportunity to become friends with them as well!

chuck and moni!!! i love you guys more than you know. thanks for dinner, and well, for just being YOU!!!!!!!! smoochers!!

out of the mouths of babes

2013 note:  I need to re-read this EVERY. SINGLE. DAY!

out of the mouths of babes

Current mood:sleepy

 

today one of my girls at church said to me:

"you are the coolest person EVER!"

do you have *any* idea how badly i needed that???

a fine line...........

2013 note:  Again: my life. Daily.

a fine line......

Current mood:cranky

 

sometimes i wish things could be black and white and not anywhere near a shade of gray. there are times when there *is* a fine line between doing what seems to be the right thing to do for ME and what feels like the right thing to do as far as other people are concerned. i don't like feeling like i'm being a bitch, but at the same time, i always try to "do unto others." is it too much to ask that "others" do unto me as well?? apparently so. it makes me sad.